Monday, January 31, 2011

hello yello mellow!

hey...havent updated my bLog wit the latest entry lg taw...i actuaLLy wanted tO pOst few entries last 2 days bUt malass i think...urghhh...smpai bLa la bgne kan...nOw that i wanna type2 ne..bhaa..jOm laa...hehe...
im cUrrentLy listening tO dis sOng...siOk! i LIKE!


anyways,IMISSMANGGA! S.O.S! sakit dAda ne menahan...im stiLL nOt over it...OMG! i need heLp!

laen cetaa...yesterday,my bRight SUnNy SUNDAY was awesOme! i wEnt bAck hOme from nurul`s hOuse in the mOrning aNd settled all chOres in at hOme befOre went oUt to bUy tOOty`s gifts for her wedding which was heLd yesterday gak d rmhnya...after pickin up wiyAh at school then we weNt to tOOty`s wedding aNd spent like an hOur there...it wAs crOwded gak la as many peopLe came to tOOty`s wedding aNd mcm besa....CUCI MATA ada gak laa...(astaaaa)...syL (my bestie bAbe cyeAkin`s BOYFIE) pOwn ada dtg...cyeakin yg accOmpany me n syL for whoLe time we were there...
then...ptAgnyaa..after pickin up wiyah frOm her frnd`s brthday pArty,we fEtched abah at hOme and straightAway pg mArina tO meet the KITANIs....hehe...we meet there aNd mAkan2 n ceta2 whiLe the eLders ada "mEEting" aNd discussiOns mcm besa...hehe...apa2 pOwn,we aLL agak knyAng gak la aLthoUgh the fOOds are qUite "nOt my tAste"...mcm xsdAP pOwn ada cUz my fish n chip xhbs pLak...(sEriOus xsdAaaap!)

then...after mkAn2 n ceta2 n wAited fOr drg ejAh n atuL yg AGAK LEWAT sampAinya...we tOOk the last bite then grAk p atas tO BOWL! hehe...after the niAt kemaren xmnjAdi mAw main d 1B,we mAde it bUt nOw speciaL ckit cUz SIOk! privAcy tU ada when we play d mArina neh...hehe...apa x...kmi cUzzins2 jAk yg kinDa cOnqUer dAt pLace aNd mAin sesuka hAti mAti...hehe..
we pLayed 1 gAme jak as xsmpAt mAw main extra gAme cUz the eLders dha mmnggiL kMi n we hAve tO leave...
BUT... (ada BUt lg d stU yaaa) ...bUt the "meeting" havent ended there as the eLders brOught us tO the next destinAtiOn tO MAKAN2 ....AGAIN! HEHE...TP xpa la cUz i ddnt eAt mUch d mArina befOre...hehe...we went tO SALA THAI whch located sna HARBOUR CITY...dat pLace agak crOwded gak laa..rmai oREg mkan sna gak...n nO wOnder la rmai cUz the fOOd pOwn agak NYAMAN gak...we orderd TOM YAM n it wAs DAYM HOT n SPICY mmg! the tAste mmG ngAm n NYAMAN klau org brUnei biLang...nxt time mAw pg lagi ...(mAw ikUt??)
 after dOne eAting,aNd the cLock shOwd it wAs aLready 10pm smthng n smUa dh knyang,we aLL berangkat balik laa..hehe...after kLuar rmah at 4pm, 10.45pm gtu bru baLIk...siOk kan kan...
apa2 pOwn..i ENJOYED my day yg i spent wit my famiLy n cUzzies!
i shOULd`ve sLeep dri tdi bha ne n nOw that the cLock shOws its 3AM...naaa.. i mMg SHOULD sLeep nOw...sO,peeps...im off fOr bEd! LOVE LOVE!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

hari rabu koo seperti biasa!

hey! pnaaaaaaaaaaaat! i wanna update earlier bUt the sakit "malas" melanda jUst nOw...
sOoooo...jOm ceta!
i jst came back from itm tO fetch c "toyol" frOm his "kompang" prActice...anyways...dats nOt the oNly stOry mOrrie fOr tOday as there are kiNda few mOre interesting stOries tO share bUt tgOk laa iv i rajin tO type cUz my eyes kinda mAw ttup ody...hUh!
dis mOrning i wOke up late at 7.23a.m...its a bit late cUz i usually woke up at 6.50 to get rEady fOr cLass...bgUn lmbat siiiiiiiiiikit jak laa bha dat...nO biggie! apa2 pOwn,i went for a class where the lecturer bLom tau ada or nOt aNd fOr sUre,tAdi still; bLm ada lectrer fOr oUr LAW309 class...kAn msir nAdzim transferred ody...(tOLD u in the last pOst taw!)...anyways...rAjin oo us tAdi...the others who came were HASMAH,KAK BIBI,SAIDA,SARINA,SANARIA,AIDIL,DALILAH,JANUB aNd OONEY...(bUdak2 bakal DEKAN)hhaaaa!*teeehi* we stayed d FASTRACK until almost 10a.m aNd we actuaLLy had stUdied fOr the 330 qUiz which will be tAken at 2pm class ...aNd again...RAjin kan us! heee...
then,we went smUa sma2 tO cLass in FASA 3...mdam DAIYAnkkkkk`s cLass...DONIA!...we learned the SPPSS thing aNd yaaa..it was cOoL!
fOr lunch...biArlah rAhsia n oNLy me n my bEsties jAk kNow abOut it...haha! (kLau mAw tAw,tANya laa)

untk cLass at 2pm,PAD330...ada 15 miNutes qUiz and the rest of the time,we have been lectured on the tOpic caLLed "PERSONALITY"...According to Stephen...personality can bedefined as bla bla bla...it wAs qUite eAsy aNd my bAbe rAchel mAke it eAsier fOr me tadi...i love her! hhaa...

uhmmm...in the evening...i went bAck hOme earlier jugaa cUz i usually balik at 6pm bUt this time aq baLik awal n helped my aUnt nAni mAsak!heehee...aNd again...rAjin kAn me...
activity in the evening..mcm besa laa...
n nOw,after hbis dOin sOme research fOr the PAD340 subject aNd  stUdy OB(skema nya!), i wAnna minta diri n off fOr bed ayte? ...pnaaat bhaaa...tiring dAy fOr me huh...hee..apa2 pOwn...LOVE LOVE!

n...1 mOre... 

 ...this sOng i LIKE! bUt nOt the iNtRo of the vids lar k...its sOoOoO nOt me k! love love!

Monday, January 24, 2011

dont know what to put in as title...

heLLo meLLow yeLLow golo golo! hey! im in the uitm`s library yall...im hre to kunun2 to find some "stuff" or literature review for  our RESEARCH subject which we suppOsed to hAnd in oN this cOmin wednesday...(iyaa kaa?)aNyways...rajin kan me?? *teeehi* n gUess wUt...nOw that the cLock shows its 10 minutes past 5, i cAn LOG IN pg my FACEBOOK accOunt aNd enjOying it while searching fOr thOse stUff yg i nEEd...(kUnun2)...
im here juga bcuz im waitin fOr my sis nurul who will fnsh wit her class at 6...it actuaLLy help me to become a "rAjin girl" as hari2 stAy library while waitin for her...cOOL kan kan...
aNother cool + EXCITING stOry for me is...IM HAPPY today! is dat a story ??? (bLurrrrr) naaaaaah...actually ada la stOry yg mAkes me saaaaaaaaangat super xda duper hAppy la juga bUt malas laa maw share cne...its a bit "CONFIDENTIAL"...hehe..takut malu plak nnt...shame2 me...
tOday is MONDAY n oUr cLass this mOrning wAs kiNda "siOk " like usual...i wAs kinda understand juga what miss faezah taught us dis morning...i actually love the way she lecture bUt its just me who malas i think...not "malas" apa...its just dat,the TIREDNESS that i usually feel sometimes makes me x cOncentrate in lecture cLass...tAmbah2 lagi, i wAs LAPAR n my like there was a bAnd performing inside my tUmmy...since i ddnt eAt last night kan...bfOre the class strted,we went oUt to cafe tO buy food for breakfast (trpksa mkan pagi as xda mkan the night befOre n perUt berbunyi2)...i bOught "mee gOreng"  aNd 3 pieces of chicken nUggets...n i eNjOyed the food  n it tAsted like OMG sdap2 ...tmbah2 lagi ada lada cili pAdi nya tUe...heee...
aaaaaNd this mOrning gak,oUr LAW class which sUpposedLy to be heLd at 10 as usual wAs "cAncelled" i think...bcUz kan...sir nAdzim ddnt shOwed up n we were there in FASTRACK waitin for him to come for like an hOur and 43 minUtes...hehe...rajin kan us...bUt eArLier,oOney  ada shOwed me,pRa,syAz n jAy abOut the text message yg sir nAdzim sent to him...the message sOunds like this;-
"Dear people,im dreadfully sOrry as i am transferred to Melaka.....and bla bla blaaa"
i caNt remember the exact text bUt im sUre it tells that sir nAdzim will nOt gOnna be oUr LAW309 lecturer anymore...(sAd kaa me??) he lectured well and i love the way taLk in frOnt...i can clearly understand all words and explanation that he gave and yaaa I LOVE the way he lecture laa...im wOnderin whO`s gOnna repLace sir nAdzim(sambiL tgOk2 hUjan yg bercucuran di luar tgkap library)...
dOnt kNow what to share lgi neh...im jUst gOnna wait for the cLock to turn to 6pm laa sja neh k...bye!

dont know what to put in as title...

heLLo meLLow yeLLow golo golo! hey! im in the uitm`s library yall...im hre to kunun2 to find some "stuff" or literature review for  our RESEARCH subject which we suppOsed to hAnd in oN this cOmin wednesday...(iyaa kaa?)aNyways...rajin kan me?? *teeehi* n gUess wUt...nOw that the cLock shows its 10 minutes past 5, i cAn LOG IN pg my FACEBOOK accOunt aNd enjOying it while searching fOr thOse stUff yg i nEEd...(kUnun2)...
im here juga bcuz im waitin fOr my sis nurul who will fnsh wit her class at 6...it actuaLLy help me to become a "rAjin girl" as hari2 stAy library while waitin for her...cOOL kan kan...
aNother cool + EXCITING stOry for me is...IM HAPPY today! is dat a story ??? (bLurrrrr) naaaaaah...actually ada la stOry yg mAkes me saaaaaaaaangat super xda duper hAppy la juga bUt malas laa maw share cne...its a bit "CONFIDENTIAL"...hehe..takut malu plak nnt...shame2 me...
tOday is MONDAY n oUr cLass this mOrning wAs kiNda "siOk " like usual...i wAs kinda understand juga what miss faezah taught us dis morning...i actually love the way she lecture bUt its just me who malas i think...not "malas" apa...its just dat,the TIREDNESS that i usually feel sometimes makes me x cOncentrate in lecture cLass...tAmbah2 lagi, i wAs LAPAR n my like there was a bAnd performing inside my tUmmy...since i ddnt eAt last night kan...bfOre the class strted,we went oUt to cafe tO buy food for breakfast (trpksa mkan pagi as xda mkan the night befOre n perUt berbunyi2)...i bOught "mee gOreng"  aNd 3 pieces of chicken nUggets...n i eNjOyed the food  n it tAsted like OMG sdap2 ...tmbah2 lagi ada lada cili pAdi nya tUe...heee...
aaaaaNd this mOrning gak,oUr LAW class which sUpposedLy to be heLd at 10 as usual wAs "cAncelled" i think...bcUz kan...sir nAdzim ddnt shOwed up n we were there in FASTRACK waitin for him to come for like an hOur and 43 minUtes...hehe...rajin kan us...bUt eArLier,oOney  ada shOwed me,pRa,syAz n jAy abOut the text message yg sir nAdzim sent to him...the message sOunds like this;-
"Dear people,im dreadfully sOrry as i am transferred to Melaka.....and bla bla blaaa"
i caNt remember the exact text bUt im sUre it tells that sir nAdzim will nOt gOnna be oUr LAW309 lecturer anymore...(sAd kaa me??) he lectured well and i love the way taLk in frOnt...i can clearly understand all words and explanation that he gave and yaaa I LOVE the way he lecture laa...im wOnderin whO`s gOnna repLace sir nAdzim(sambiL tgOk2 hUjan yg bercucuran di luar tgkap library)...
dOnt kNow what to share lgi neh...im jUst gOnna wait for the cLock to turn to 6pm laa sja neh k...bye!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

L.A.P.A.R!

SAYA LUPA SAYA BELUM MAKAN...siOk kannn??hehe...xpa laa..mLam ne aq pUasa laa nmpknyaa...tggU bsOk bru lunch tRus...hehe...(ketara bha xda dh idea maw type apa lagi untk d pOst)

L.U.P.A

heee...yeLLOw! lupa ne bha...actuaLLy malas bha bukan lupa...bnyak bNda i wAnna pOst cne bUt malas maw oNL9 n bLoggng dat time...nOw that i rajin,i wAnna share la yg "masa genting" or "masa argue2" was over..i mean, my frndship wit a friend of mine tu dha OK dha n syUkur alhmdulillah la kan...as u knOw juga yg i dOnt like iv kna bnci2 or gduh2 neh...everybOdy pown xska bha kan tapi itu laa...yg pNtg,we`re FINE n OK now...member2 gak msih...wlaupun agak awkward ckit laa bUt siOk gak la member2 bgne...ive toLd him i wAs sOrry for sMua yg bwAt he rsa x siOk hari tu or dLue...i wAs kinda SILLY n stUpid i think ...smpai xsdAr lgsung yg i wAs actuaLLy dha hUrt him scra tdak lgsung...bIUt everythng`s over nOw n mcm i said td,WE`RE FINE n member mmg! sukaaaa! (^_^)

bALik untk ceta for tOday,tDi my cUzzins (sis nrul.ejah) n atuL my sis ...kmi tLOng mak o (my aunt) jaga kdai rUncit dia d teLipok Ria...hehe...it wAs fUn n exciting ne bha cUz bLey amik experience bkrja n CUCI MATA paling pnting...hehe...(jOking!) we started at 2pm tdi when i actually lmbat smpai d sna cuz need to tLg umi kmas rmah dLu pagi smpai tgahri tue...1 smthng bgtu i fetchd nurul then sma2 pg kdai mak o d telipok tUe...smpai sna,we keja2 laa...ec ice dlam plastic...ssun2 brg2 runcit,mop lantai kdai,photostate kan krtas2 org n mcm laaa..hehe..(kunUn2 arr bnyaak) ...

n untk ceta lagi, i LUPA yg i haven`t dOne my assgnmnts ne bhaa..assgnmnts throUgh i-learn yg we shoULD submit oN tUesday klau x slap...oo oo...bLOm buat keja lagi...jap lg la bha kannn...skrg laa..so,jUmpa lgi la cUz knun2 rajin  ne aq maw bikin assgnmnts...hehe...bUbbye!.

AND...ada lagi L.U .P.A! i pLanned to write mOre psal my family,friends . cUzzins details n smua2 laa..bUt im gOnna do it later n jUst wAit fOr it...hehe...tUnggu yaaa...


IMISSMANGO!


IMISSMANGOSOMUCH!

hariyangpenuhriangria!

lama dha x updAte my bLog pLak kan kan...
anyway...im HAPPY! dUnno how to describe this feeling bUt sriously im happy...dUnnO y bUt i am HAPPY! untuk memulakan cerita, tAdi or yesterday (22 Jan), i was at hOme stengah hari n xda pg mNa2 melainkan dri jadi DRIVER d rmah ini...i went tO hntar n amik wiyAh n atuL d skOOL masing2...tRus i brought uMar wit me jUga ...tO accOmpany me actUaLLy...n we weNt to my uncLe hOuse cUz ada knduri at 2 in the afternoon...actuaLLy dat event strtd since 1pm bhaa bUt VVIP kan,dtg lmbat siiiiikit pOwn xpa(padahal 1jam lmbat bhaa)...heee...smpAi sna...we mkan laa...n untk djadikan ceta...d rmah my uncLe tu la me,kak nurul,farah n atul jAdi penyiasat yg mcm dLam CSI tu..sOLve a cAse kNun...we kUrik2 rahsia froM mak O right after we bncang2 yg ejAh mAybe ada d kK...she actUaLLy xda gtaw pOwn yg she wanna cOme to KK tO work here n she actuaLLy maw bikin sUrprised kNun...hehee...bUt x jadi cUz the penyiasat2 d cne dhA tAw dha her pLan...thAnx tO aLL the familY members yg tLah mmbantU kmi dlam mnjLnkan penyiasatan...hehe...i reaLLy wanna pUt in the whoLe stOry bUt agak pAnjang laaa...(MALAS!)
tRus kan...in the evening or petang2 bgtu,the penyiasat2 tdi tu telah bertukar tugAs menjadi tUkang masak d rmah bgsu ana(my aUnt)...we tLg2 bgsu prEpare fOOds or diNNer cUz mLmnya ada famiLy gathering d snaa...rmAi2 dtg n eAt together dsna mcm sLaLu la kan...bUt this time it was like mcm mKan2 last wit aBg shAfiq la cUz he mAw baLik UK ody...lama lg tu bRu bLik Sabah lg ...bUt apa2 pOwn,we`ve spent time tOgether gak laa..he even brOught his girl dtg mkan2 n jUmpa oUr famiLy gak n yeah...


n pada pukul 6.50pm,we wEnt oUt pg airpOrt to pick up ejAh yg kNun maw bikin sUrprised tU ...tp xjAdi sUrprise nya cUz we the penyiasat2 tLah came up wit  a pLan untk surprse her balik...teehi...we cAme up aNd it wOrks! siOk giLa cUz we lAughed sgat2 psaL lucu la bhaa...hehe...yg pnting sMua happy la tdi...trUs baLik pOwn time hujan lebat n paLing siOk,PAJERO yg aq drive tUe,wiper nya tertanggal sebelah tiba2 time hujan lebat tue...astaaaa...we`ve tO stop kjap d tepi n i wEnt oUt to kasi usai balik the wiper tp xdpat...jadi,dgan rasa bangganya tdi i drOve the pajero dgan hanya wiper sebeLah jak...(^_^)
sAmpai rumAh bgsu jak,we sAw fOOds sdha "ampAi2" d atas meja mkan n pLing siOk dilihat wAs the DAGING KAMBING PANGGANG yg bLeh dkatakan fuLL sAtu periUk besar dri THE HUT...OMG...trUs,ada SOTO LABUAN n ada gak few mOre dishes yg we`ve prepared earlier kNUn bUt pLing utAma was the KAMBING  laaa...hehe...



kAk iDa! n me...bUt kak ida xDa jOin us ...
 we spent time tOgether crita2 cUzzin2,mkan2 tghther,pLan thngs tghter n sMUa laa...sygnya,sis IDA xda wit us jUga dat time...n kak yaya...n kak adie...n kak jOjo..n sepa lg arr?
heee...apa2 pOwn,after kjnyang prUt bUncit2,we oL baLik la rmah msing2 n ended up d dpan lappy dh skrg update bLog...i even smpat chAt wit my babe aLif n share2 lagu ne knUn - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jBLHNpAPyA&feature=related ..tApi siOK gak la mmg cUz i like dat gUy pUnya vOice...hehe.. (^_^)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

TUESDAY morning!

mOrning peeps! gUess wUtt?xDa cLass kAmi tOday...hOw cool is dAt??heee...
cLass fOr tOday ada 1 jak bUt miss fArhana jUst srUh bUat HOMEWORK using i-learn ( uitm stdnts mAybe know abOut this thing) sjaa...
anyways...bOsan pLak ne d rmah skrg...pagi neh bfore 10, gOnna fetch sis nurul dri class...kjaaaaap lg...bUt the cLock sdh menunjukkan jam pkul 9.30...soooo...i wAnna mnta diri dLu n nnt jmpa lg fOr latest updates k...love love!

Monday, January 17, 2011

.............

hEy! im actuAlly sLeepy sdh nOw bUt still need tO at least write dOwn siiikiiiiiiiiiit pOwn xpa laaa...yg pNting, i LOVE my LIFE! hee...nNt laa update lagi...my eyes ngantok gLa ody neh...nanyte!

SADNESS dAtAng lagi~

hey ...gUess wUt...tears keep oN faLLing ne siNce tadi...i cAnt sLeep n tbA2 sdih lagi...i miss my cUzzins...i miss ejah...kak ieda...n dey ol yg ada wit me slalu when i used to cRy dLu2...x sgka plak the pAin msih lg smpai skrg sakitnya...i tOt i was totally over it bUt mcm x pLak...my chest sakit sgt n the teArs wOnt stOp faLLin....uRghhh! bgne pLak kan sakit diaa...never thOught of it...
tUkar cetaaa...uhmmm...im gettin ok nOw...nO more tears...i tHink...hee..
tAdi kan....actuaLLy...i jst came hOme dri pg celebrate bungsu ana`s n zUbayr`s birthday...teehi...we went mkan2 sna pRomenade...bUt picx,lupa pLak amik..apa2 pOwn,it was sgt2 "mengenyangkan" as we jUmpa many fOOds kan...kami apa lagi...mkan laa apa yg mampu dmakan...tAdi sepertinya rmai my cUzzies yg dtg...my uncLes and aUnts...n mcm besa,dat pLace dpenuhi oleh FAMILY KITANI jak...cOOL kan...separUh dari meja d sna tU,kAmi yang pUnya...(haha...ktawa jahat!)n pAling siOk tdi, pUas cUci mata n i even terpaku n terpana by this mAcho vOice wAiter yg hanya dRg cUzzins kOO yg ada dgnku tadi jak tau mcmna...hehe...*sweeeeeeet*
uNtuk shAre2...cUrrentLy im listening tO this sOng yg i think sgat memikat jiwa n raga koo aLready... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ll1HQdDuGRw ...the sOng siOk kAn...i love thOse gUys pnya vOices...memikat gtU...
 n this sOng by SARA EVANS...sOoooo ada kna mngna i think! hUh!
better sLeep cUz cLass pAgi nNt will strts at 8...sO...off fOr bed nOw! nyte peeps! LOVE LOVE! miss him! (sempat lagi bha!) byeee!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

dimalamhariyangdinginlagisepi...

its 1.30am n im still awake...still xdpat tdUr bhaa! i was having a bAd migrAin jUst nOw and ada msih ckit2 laa dat pain until nOw...i dnt know y bUt mcm balik2 juga dis migrain ...maybe juga la bcAuse of stress or wUt so eva kann...dO u even care?
lets see...toDay...i mean,yesterday, 15th Jan,i was at hOme for the whole day...x juga la cUz we went tO abg deen`s hOuse ptg lpas asar tue...ada kendUri for his new house...mkan2 gtu looo...actually, i ody planned mAw hang oUt wit my baba afif dgan cweknya sis nAd...mAw hang oUt wit em n sambil2 tgOk drg bAtchmate koo main fUtsal...im taLkin abOut drg jOy,Ooney,jAnUb,syAz,abU and other dpa05 guys ...dgan niAt untk menziarahi saudara koo, plan maw pg spend time wit friends trpaksa dbatalkan...apa2 pOwn,im a bit frUst laa jugaa..bUt wUt to do kan... :p
u kNow wUt, time sUnyi2 bgne ne laa my thOughts and everythng t`ingat balik abOut the "other day" ...i miss .... sOooo much! S.O.S! klau laaa ... knows kan bgus...how painful it is to miss sUm1 yg bLom tau lgi they might feel the same way or nOt...
I thought I was over him, done with him but then there he was, and I couldn't breathe. ..
aMd  do you ever miss me? I mean truly, aching in bottom-of-your-heart pain, which you just can't ignore? Because that's how I feel. Every single day...(cewaaaaaah) bUt seriOusLy dats hOw i feel...
need tO sLeep bUt my eyes xmaw ttUp...bLom ngantuk pOwn....bUt i`ll tRy...so..yaa...see ya bLoggie bLog bLog kOO!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

uitm d hatiku...

heyheyhey...gUess wUt...skrg im in the library! haha...UITM`s library jooo...hehe...
we sUpposed to hve a class with sir nadzim (LAW class) bUt he xda shOwd up...so...yaaa..kmi kLuar awal...teehi...after dis janub wanna go mkan n lepak2 kjap bfOre pg klas miss dyg (ETR class)...tgah tggu msg dri drg lar ney then ichOw cincau...huhu...
sgat sejuk d cne library yaa..new library lakatakan...huhu...all of us xtaw maw bwat apa neh...smua tgah sUrf internet n xtaw tgah tgOk apa ...FB xdpat buka plak buat msa neh...cian mmg...
...okay..jUst received a txt frOm uniey n nOw maw p lepaking dlu d kdai2 yg brdekatan k...jUmpa lagi...SOWT!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

******

i knOw i shouldn`t taLk or bwat apa2 about the past bUt i cant heLp it...aq btul2 maw type juga...luahkan everythng bgtu lorr...SAKIT!

hUrt! pAin! HELP!

sad fAce...nampak kan the "bengkak2" d atas n bwah my eyes?{ kNa tumbuk kali ah}
it was on 26th Dec 2010 (the next day when the relatiOnship tUrns jUst 3mOnths)...
my sis atuL tOOk this picx when we wAs sOmewhre arOUnd in kK to bring kak ida n ejah (my bLuvd cUzzins frOm KL)...few hOurs befOre, ive received a text from a persOn that has nver contacted me for 2 days and suddenLy send me a text which was actuaLLy hUrt and mmbUat aq sakit dada gila2 cuz im a type of persOn who will cry silently(in other words,nangis xda sUara bUt nangis yg gila2 sdh ne bha)...kan if aq mrah,geram,happy n sedih i`ll menitiskan airmata n cRy and bla bla blaa...
smbUng ceta td...after received the text at 2 smthng early in the morning,i was unable to control the tears from nOt bercucuran...it hUrt so much until i cried yg xpnah2 ne bhaa..nangis yg t`esak2 mcm bdak2 kna pkul tu...i was aLone that time as my sisters tdur sdh n i have nO one to talk to...except my babe yg i called cuz dha xthan dha n really need to taLk to sOmeoNe...nsib gak he ada to comfort me bUt still it was reaLLy hard for me to tahan my tears from bercucuran...(oNLy he kNows dia kna pggil babe)...n my another girlfriend cyeakin pOwn dha tdo dh,jd xmaw kcAu laaa...
my GF ,cyeAkin

after like half an hour mnangis,sis nrul koo terbangun cuz she saw me cry and i was not d atas the bed  wit her at that time...she comforted me rght after that until i fell asleep pkul 4pagi begitu...smpai la bangun 3hours after dgan mataku yg teramat bengkaknyaa...mcm kna stung by a bee(cOoL ayte?)
the pAin i feLt msh lg smpai skrg n its hard to tell how painful it is...ive tried to lupa everythng...evry kata2 manis,bullshit promises, n other crAps...bUt still bLm dpat sepenuhnya do dat...its nOt easy ok...i dOnt knOw about the other person cuz aq rsa dia x la sdih sgat after what dia dha bwat...all reasOns yg dia bg,ssh maw pcya ne bha yg he also sedih sgt mcm yg dia ckap...it seems like snang btul untk dia lupa smuanya n nOw dia act like nothing spcial ever happen to both of us...snang la maw ckap,"xpyah sedih2 lagi"...bkan dia yg rsa pown apa yg aq rsa kan...n defferent pple,dffrent way of handling it bhaa...n im the persOn who sgt sensitive n dia pown knows that...bUt still, hUrt me like hell...
i dOnt know what exactly the reason behind all these craps that happen but aq rsa, dia look for a better person than i am..i mean, lg cantik,cerah kulitnya,ada KOREAN look,sporty,kurus and bla bla blaa...benarkah? cUz if its true...paling TAHNIAH laaa...

s.a.k.i.t!

hey again...im at hOme now and doin nothing...damn bored as i`ve nO cLass tO attend today...miss faezah`s (PAD lecturer) class was cancelled and her class was the only cLass fOr oUr grOup today...(wah...skemanya!hee) anyways, damn bored skrg ne...xda apa2 maw bwat...my fever pOwn getting wOrse i think...my thrOat sakit...my eyes panas,my mOuth pOwn laen rsa ooo...sLera mkan aLso xdaa...(kesian x?) n nOw...im wit uma(my lil bRo)r...umar aLso kebOringan n main gAme sja memanjang...huhu...(ksian bOth of us mmg)...
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n i dOnt like bgni pnya sitUatiOn...bOred,sUnyi n it makes me keep oN thnking abOUt "hewhonotsupposetobemention"...i missed him a lot...it hUrts me sooo mUch whenever tfkir abOUt it...pity me...