Saturday, January 28, 2012

xjaditidur~

naaaaa kan~
hey...this is the first time i met this kinda friend mmg...cool experience mmg.to have a friend like ya....mcm org putih bilang, NO CHEMISTRY. . . uhmmmm bhaaa~
FRAGILE. i kinda realised and found the best word to describe me.i think...ya meh?
lol. have to force myself to sleep now. penat kerja kali kan~begrh.... off for bed!

SET FIRE TO THE RAIN~


Thursday, January 26, 2012

FINE.

its been quite long now...rarely posting words or even thoughts....
now that i have this chance to type something on this wall or blog or whatsoever...since jarang onL9 sdh...
now that i have this chance...minta maaf and sorry  mmg...i didnt realised that everything happened and started from me. i was the oNe who knun started all those things and apa la...i just feel that i owe a HUGE apology from u and yaaaa...ntah la...it wasnt a drama or what...its just that thats how i am...thats the "foolishness" yg i own which i guess i dnt even realise it until now...i think...i treated friends or people around me that way...and spell everything out or even voice out my thoughts just like that so that people know...so that u know how i really felt...bukannya knun JUST empty stupid sweet words yg came from one`s mouth. . . i cried bcuz thats just how i am...i said things bcuz thtas how i felt and thats the thoughts i have in mind...
as i usually said and asked from u...minta ampun if ive hurt ur feelings or apa2 yg sakit....
its a loss i think...to be acting this way...act like strangers and not teasing each other...things yg usually happens mmg klau somthng happen between two persons...apa2 la..melalut sdh ne...yg penting ive typed and wrote down the thing yg i felt....

p/s- im not an actress,Jadi, xpandai sgt mau berdrama . everythng that had been said,typed or done wasnt a drama at all...its just me.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

SORRY

hey! xpyah la wish2 HAPPY NEW YEAR kan...lama sdh the muslims celebrated new year neh..xda maknanyaa kunun...
its been a week and few days past...lama xda contact with SOME  or maybe ONE of my friend...its nOt that i "sombong" or "lupa kawan" or "sudah jumpa kawan baru" or what so ever..its just that i thought that,by contact and cari the FRIEND yg i meant tu, it might give or showed that ada peluang or what so ever laa...(faham2 la ya)
i didnt mean to do such things...it hurts mmg but sometimes itu jak la yg bleh dibuat...i think...i really feel bad and think that gila awful this thing would be...thats why i decided nOt to "hook up" or having any serious r/ship today...

gonna sleep with awful thoughts mmg neh...lovelove!