Thursday, March 29, 2012

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Dunia ...Alhamdulillah ya Allah, alhamdulillah because until this moment i still given the chance to breath...sebanyak mana obstacles or ujian yg kena bagi, we shoul be thankful sebab it shows that Allah loves u...it shows that u're given chances to fix urself to be better than before and to walk through the right path that one should have as a muslim,Insyallah...
There is nothing wrong to be emotional or what so ever...the emotions and the feelings kept in u should be shared or poured out to lessen the burden in u...
Many things yg terfikir and difikirkan, remembered things like the LOVEY DOVEY things or the CRUSH things that happened to me all this time, it was a great experience..and still, nothing change my stand...To like someone, its normal...To love someone other than family members,its normal...but all i can do all this time is just to LOVE em like they're part of my life..i mean, the one that can be loved everyday and the one to share sweet moments with...So far, all those feelings i have x penah pun get beyond the LOVE feeling yg u should have toward a guy yg might be a husband to me...belum jumpa satu pun...maybe because mmg blum terbuka pun hati untuk itu kan kan...All guys or men ive met, smuanya i treated like a family to me...semua pun kena loved as a family to me...a husband? belum lagi...Insyallah bila sudah kena kasi sampai that time, time tu jak la then kita tau...time tu juga la, me myself tau kan kan...

Alhamdulillah sebab selama xda blogging neh, all this time ive gone through a moments or period where kesedaran melanda...Many "path" shown and dgan ikhlasnya diri ini menerima all the NUR given...Tiap hari brdoa yg the NUR given will always menemani and lead me through dunia fana neh...

The feelings yg kononnya ajal x lama lg dtg neh, xtau laa...just saying...who knows kan...Allah jak tau mmg...n i thought that i should put this in this post,just to remind myself yg ive thought about this x lama dulu and maybe its something yg happened to be the sekdar renungan untk diri sendri kan...

lovelove!

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

KERDIL.

Assalamualaikum...
hey...sepa2 laa..dont misjudge the HEADER cuz its just the word that can describe how i feel ton8...
as i was  looking through few things and while i was planning and observing my future, i realized and always remember yg kita di dunia nie sementara jak...all of us di dunia nie is like a tiny kerdil peeps who supposely slalu ingat the One yg made us..the One yg sent us here n the reasons behind it...
kinda emo2 mmg but its true...kerdilnya kita ne d dunia nie...apa jak la yg bleh dibikin so that things flow nicely...i mean, living the life that we should live in...sebak pun ada cuz i feel that masih bnyak lagi need to be improve...
One more thing...everything happen for a reason...apa pun yg jadi sma kita di dunia ne, it has been decided and  Allah xkan uji kita diluar kemampuan kta mmg...
thinking of all that happen to me sepanjang hidup study neh.all the hard things that happened, i should thank Allah and just bersyukur for everything. Alhamdulillah. .<3

Emo2 aq ne malam knun...tapi emo untuk tuhan xpa kan...nekad dha neh mmg..nekad apa mau tau? nanti la cetaa..mlas mau type lagi~ lol. 

lovelove!

Monday, March 5, 2012

Sleepless n8...again n again...

Assalamualaikum..hehe
hye!
nothing much ...just wanna share my thoughts.
its sleepless n8..again...n .im seriously jealous dkt my friends yg bakal2 start with their degree..sedih pun ada but u know wut, everything happens for a reason and most of all, Allah loves and care about me.take it positively.
its time to fix everything and to improve myself mmg.thats the fact i think...looking at things positively and just look on the brightside.Thank U ya Allah for every single things that happened and abput to happen to me. Love everyone me and ya..lovelove!

mau share lagi...the song yg i listen to every single n8 before i fell asleep...
SELAMAT MALAM. lovelove!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

sleepless n8!

ya allah...how i wish yg everything will be just fine. how i wish yg smuanya can be done well and i can proceed to the ne chapter of my STUDY PHASE...
plan sudah bikin ...n mcm org bilang, "kita merancang and allah yang tentukan". with that, tawakal n im just doin my best mmg...i love my life...i know that everything happen for reasons..jd, bersabar jak la mmg neh..allah syg hambaNya yg sabar kan? mcm emo juga aq ne malam but this is how i feel...
 lovelove!