Tuesday, April 10, 2012

J.O.D.O.H.

Today's finding :

Nanti  mau kahwin, calonnya abah sama umi yang pilihkan...

ngam laa kan..x juga payah aq mau cari or pilih2...yg pnting, umi and abah will pilihkan yg baik for me mmg...amiiin~ awal bah mau bincang psal jodoh2 neh...pegang duit hasil titik peluh sndri pun blom cukup lagi kan kan...but yg bagus dia decision drg neh are, the Sunnah yg the prophet ajar pun akan  kena ikut and the most important thing is, the pegangan yg we should have as a muslim pun will be sgt teguh, Insyallah... jadi, berdoa la neh mmg supaya akan dibimbing Allah through the path that He bless...

lovelove. 

Thursday, April 5, 2012

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salam...
 kw yg suruh kan...mmmbhaaaa...
told ya i was afraid and i am afraid to lose a friend this way..but it is u the one who make it happen...
i dnt know its too harsh or whatsoever but i think that, its ur ego which made us this way...the thing yg unfriend la buat as i please la apa laaa...trus2 la bha gtu kan...fine then. there's many ways to settle things but yaaa..ini jadinyaaa..biar laa... biar la everything calm dulu ka apa kaa...kasi kosong2 la minda dari mau fkir ne brg yaa dude...kalau sma aq maybe la ada drama lagi la apa laaa...
quite frust dgn the way u settle things out and apa2 laaa...


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salam.

I am not the type of person who curse to those who made me mad and so...I was just too frustrated and kinda feel that the FRIENDSHIP all this time were fake...what i mean is that, that's not how a friend should act...
Just by thinking of it, it makes me feel uncomfy...whatever! off for bed now...
lovelove. 

D.R.A.M.A



assalamualaikum...
hey...kinda frustated,marah,angry,bengang,tgah panas,feel kesian pun adaa..namun..ihhh..malasnya! skrg siapa yg bikin drama kann...xtau laa terasa ka apa kaa..tapi serius ada kna mngena pula tu dgn what ive posted earlier before kena sindir2 bah..like hello! it was just a post to share with people and friends around me..kasi hibur2 diri and tau ka juga kau yg that thing was actually what i really wanted or not..like what the heck...siap kna apa2 shit kunun...alaaa..paling snsitive saya tauuu...serious lain aq rsa..bida ne bhaaa...mmg ada kna mngena sma issue dulu2 tp apa2 laa..bgtu pula kan..bgtu pulaa..now i know..

i thought that everything was OK and like a pro, bnda2 yg dulu bleh settle la kunun..but mcm ndak pula...lain lagi ceta jadinyaaa...malas lah..and kalau betul la i was just terasa and perasan lebih2, i dont think that makes sense as serious kuat tu sense terasa bah...biar jak la things begitu...

yang penting, everything yg i posted here sincere mmg..x kisah la post bila2 punyaa..

Sunday, April 1, 2012

"words for those involved" ???

assalamualaikum...
hey...maybe for those who read my posts jak yg tau the reason why i actually chose untk not to contact or "keep in touch" or apa2 with others...i even rarely top up my phone crdts ...its actually because i was trying to have time for myself..ive tried and still trying...although busy with family thingy and evrything smpai  jarang contact with le friends, mmg terfikir juga to say SORRY for that and wish that le friends might understand the situation im in...im not intended to become a complete STRANGER to anyone..serious...atas sebab2 tertentu and i think that maybe Allah pun sudah decide untuk it happens that way, jadi begitu la tu...just follow the flow and  friends tetap friends and will always akan diingat...and insyallah, we'll get to keep in touch and tegur each other bha juga...Mohon maaf and bukan STRANGER bhaaa kitaa~masih diingat juga and iinsyallah perangai ku terhadap u guys SAHABAT2 ku masih sama.
lovelove.