Sunday, November 25, 2012

I JUST NEED TO BE APPRECIATED.

Assalamualaikum...
hey...
It's 1.48 am sudah and im still awake...buat keja anti dulu...

The reason why I want to post this is because I feel reaaaaaaaally bad right now...
Its like Ive disturbed someone's life and u know...annoyed them juga kali...Seriously,frankly and semua ly...I FEEL BAD...

Tambah2 lagi Ive been treated like nothing...by the person who I care...kali...the person yang i think "Special" to me...namun..apa2 laaa...Seriously, i dont understand semua orang di sekeliling aku nie...I feel bad sebab ndak dapat gembirakan everybody and cant do anything for them...All i need is just to feel appreciated...itu jak. How i wish yang the person read this...Luahan hati kunun...something yang I dont dare to tell them depan2 sebab nanti kena cakap cengeng la apa laa...I have been trying to stay strong all this time..mengadu pun hanya dengan Allah...i have been praying and all...Maybe dengan post nie,MUNGKIN that person read this kan...who knows...Allah Maha Besar.Miracles do happen...In syaa Allah.

Maybe Im just too tired and exhausted dengan semua chores and benda2 di sekeliling aku kan...Im worried.. Abah yang sakit yang boleh dikatakan teruk juga...dengan kerja2 assignments and all...dengan kerja2semua lah...dengan mau menjaga hati dan perasaan orang di sekeliling lagi...Dugaan dari Allah mmg...I just need to be strong...stay strong..."Tolong kuatkan dan tabahkan lagi hati dan diri hambaMu ini Ya Allah...tolong..."

Till then,xoxo
Assalamualaikum.

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