Thursday, July 18, 2013

:'(

Assalamualaikum.

Setelah sekian lama... 18 July, 2013.
After few months without any entry, im back with banyak sangat stories to share. Stories of my life and experiences i had for past 4 months . Happy and sad experiences and stuffs happened and yaa still im thankful that I still given the chance to live until this moment. Alhamdulillah.

To begin with, for the past few months, semua kisah gembiraku sudah tidak bererti lagi as I had experienced the darkest moment of my life which sememangnya setiap manusia or hamba Allah x akan jangka. Ajal di tangan Allah and setiap satu daripada makhluk Allah yg dijadikan di bumi nie, semua akan kembali padaNya juga. The man I called 'ABAH' sudah kembali kepada Allah terlebih dahulu. 

17 March 2013 was the day abah left us. Sakit dan rindu pada abah, serius hanya Allah jak yg tau. Selebar mana pun senyumanku di luar sana, tapi luka dan rindu dalam hati ni x siapa pun tahu betapa sakitnya smua tu. "Life must go on"... well thats what almost semua org told me. I have to accept the fact hat I no longer have someone yg boleh dipanggil ABAH. I will no longer have someone who have the same favorite football team with me... I will no longer have someone that I can watch Man United's games with. I will no longer have someone who know me well dalam apa hal pun. I will no longer have someone who always care and waited for me bila lambat balik rumah. I will no longer have someone yg will smile and comfort me even when I get bad results. I will no longer have chance to spend my time dengan insan yg namanya ABAH. The one who I respected much. The one who I always proud of. The one who always try to bagi kami segalanya sellagi mampu, The one who never failed to let us down on anything.
Sakit...serius sakit. and hanya Allah yang tahu. Sorry that Im not able to proceed this writing as emotion had taken over. Till then, assalamualaikum. 

Al Fatihah buat abahku, Hafanan Mohamad. :'(